Today is a BAD day for me.

Sometimes i wonder, is it my fault or what? Today just isnt my day.....a whole string of uneventful stuffs happened.

1) I lost my hair clip on my way to school. It happened at Outram mrt station... when i was on my way to change to the green colour line to boonlay, i realized the train had arrived and i made a dash for it....ran through the corridor and up the escalator... darn, the train left. And the hair clip on my hair fell off....i dunno where it is! It happened to be my favourite hair clip cos it got crystals on it.... and it is not cheap. So sad!

2) Ang irritated me. My 426 tutor wanted a makeup tutorial and asked us which day we can make it for the makeup. He suggested monday or thursday.....i insisted that i can't make it on thursday. Ang sounded irritated when i said that, stating i have already went for that lesson already. Angryz. He has no grounds to be irritated with me. Firstly, the lesson i went was a total bull shit; the tutor did not go thru the tutorials at all, instead he went through the past tutorials which I did not bring on that day and hence i dunno what he was babbling at. And secondly, my tutor is the lecturer of the module too.... who doesn't wants to attend his tutorials?

3) Went to print my fyp report at this computer lab.... it was jammed packed with ppl like me who was also there printing their reports! Ahhh! Anyway, i managed to get it printed pretty fast.... but the blardy printer ate up my chapter 1 and appendix. In the end, i dun have time to reprint those missing parts.... instead, i went to Ang's lab and printed the rest. Yippie.

4) The guys in the lecture always think i'm an ultra stupid person who is damn lousy in studies. DAMN IT. I dun appear clumsy, nor do i look stupid. And so why do they have that kind of thinking. Actually it is only this particular guy...super cannot stand him. Whenever i asked him sth, he will say "Aiyah u dunno meh? dunno meh? so easy leh..." Kaoz! Now i can't be bothered to even talk to him. And I am not stupid. Today he irritated me again.

5) I told Ang not to bind the final report for the moderator, because the instruction states that the final report should be unbound (it was even underlined for heavy emphasis). I simply put my report in a file for submission. When Ang saw that, he was full of disapproval and said it will confirm drop and the moderator will be unimpressed and said i should bind or punch holes to secure the report. DIAO! It is already stated that it is UNBOUND... when i tried to put the message across to him, he got irritated and shut me out. Later, my partner told me that his friend got reprimanded for binding his report by the moderator, who happened to be the moderator of the entire fyp group. When i told Ang about it, he sounded SHOCK ... he ask why cannot bind and the moderator will have problems reading it...bla bla bla... How am i supposed to know the reason behind it? The thing i hated most is the way he cut me off, and refuse to believe what i said (which makes me feel like i'm very stupid to him).. and this is not the first time...it happened for countless number of times. For example, when i showed him the way to the serangoon stadium, he refuse to believe that it is the correct way. Fine. Then which one is the correct one? Tell me lar.... as if he knows better.....as if he stayed here for 22 years. How would you feel if your bf/gf is constantly doubting your words.... each time he/she will ask "are u sure it is correct? are u sure? sure?? sure sure??" and he/she will ask that more than once each time u meet him/her.

6) More to complain. When i asked Ang to accompany me for dinner, he never say yes or no. He simply said he wanna go home and do report. =( This is bad. He can went all the way to Orchard to collect the mouse he bought from yahoo auctions just to save on postage cost, but he cannot accompany me for a while. In the end,  he did accompany me, but very unwillingly. He had a black face while i tried to gorge down the food as fast i could because i dun wan him to waste time just by waiting for me. And i am disappointed. He can spend 1 hr watching amazing race, few hrs surfing yahoo auctions, yet he is so unwillingly to spend even abit of time on me. =(

Then, he started to compare how lucky i am to have handed in the final report while he still haben...and that he needs to delay his report. Such things cannot be compared loh. I had my busy times... i went back to lab even on sat and sun just to finish my experiment....and my last experiment ended 2 days ago...i rushed through my report till 8am for 2 consecutive days and had to skip 4 lectures becos of that. And i never complain any of that to him at all cos i dun wan to add on to his burden. And now, he is totally cutting me off. I'm seriously not happy at all. All the time i keep telling myself that he is really sweet to me, how concern how caring.... i dunno, i just feel like i'm really deceiving myself. He never sent me home until he realized in the past some guy frens sent me back whenever we went out. I reallie dunno what to say about that.

7) And lastly, Blogdrive failed on me. Hence I am back here to vent my anger. Sianz.

Shifted.

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